My agenda for today was the CinePhone Seminar, if you don’t know, I joined a competition called CinePhone hosted by Metro Manila Film Festival and Metropolitan Manila Development Authority. They were conducting a seminar for all Visayan Finalists this morning, unfortunately, my team wasn’t free, so I had to go there alone instead.
It was actually a brave thing for me to do. I’ve never been into Cebu Technological University before, the place where the seminar was held, and I’m not really an outspoken person but.. my sociable self got out from its box and I had the guts to ask directions from strangers so I didn’t get lost. Huh!
The seminar was fun though I was alone, and I was so lucky I had the chance to sit in front because I came late! Ha! My panic was a blessing in disguise because I panicked when I arrived at around 9:30 which is 30 minutes late, but you know… Filipino time.
This is Direk Paul Soriano, the other half of Miss Toni Gonzaga, and he conducted the seminar today. He showed us a montage of his shorts (that’s the short term for short films fyi) and all his commercials. Seeing all his works was heaven. That’s when I realized I was degrading Filipinos so much. That they couldn’t do what people in the States can, and I also realized that I don’t watch enough tv commercials too, which is really ironic since I’m an Advertising major. But watching them taught me something. I just have to consider Mister Paul Soriano as one of my inspirations. I should be like him. He is so coooooooool. And he’s handsome too. I managed to take a photo of him before leaving because I know I just have to blog about this today.
I thought the seminar was just all talk and insights and advices but later on, sheets of paper were passed to all the teams for them to fill out. You might want to imagine yourself stuck inside a room full of people knowing each other, having their own groups and you’re just there, on the corner, being alone filling out a sheet of paper all by yourself. With no one to brainstorm with, with no one to support you.
I filled it up and looks at my phone every now and then just to not feel awkward about myself.
After everyone was done, direk Paul just announced that we will go over informations about our stories ONE BY ONE, INFRONT OF EVERYONE, SPEAKING ON A MICROPHONE, TALKING TO A VERY HIGHLY RECOGNIZED DIRECTOR, INFRONT OF STRANGERS….infrotn of tsanragers….. huhuhuhu with no one to support you…. huhuu
yeah, some of my classmates maybe there too but they were at the back and I can’t sit with them and they’re a group and they don’t have a share of my solitude…. it isn’t fair..
When my name was called, I heard a short applause. Direk Paul was amazed and even pointed out “Wow” that I got a bit of an applause around somewhere. Yeah, my classmates know I existed. That was a slight boost of confidence. Thanks.
I talked over the mic and I reminded myself not to touch it because it’ll look awkward and people might not hear me clearly. But the mic was pretty high and because I reminded myself not to touch it, I just stood on my toes with my heels on the air. (Nikinto ko lol) Stupid move! Anyway, I spoke about stuffs and Direk Paul told me my story has many details and he hopes I could execute them pretty well. He asked me if I had a question, I told him I don’t. He was like, “You don’t?” as if I just insulted him because I didn’t ask a question. Stupid move! But really, I didn’t have any question. And telling my story in front of all my competitors was just too….bad luck. It’s rather ridiculous. I mean, I don’t want people to know the story unless they’ve seen the output already. So it was really discouraging, so I just need to get away from the spotlight immediately.
I went back to my seat and…. do awkward things again.
The seminar was beautiful and insightful so I am really motivated today. Currently, I am very enthusiastic about this project and I will do everything just to make this successful. I will manage my time wisely and I will believe!
There was free lunch (KFC), and free stuffs!!! From Smart!
Thank you Smart!
Thank you Paul Soriano!
Thank you Metro Manila Film Fest!
Thank you Metropolitan Manila Dev’t Authority!
Thank you all sponsors!
and now…we SHOOT!
Support me on my journey…I hope…if anyone ever flies by this post…